New Beginning
It’s been more than 1 year since i decide to change my blog to blogspot. I not saying tat i regret to move, but it’s seem i losing sth important. Not sure how important, juz knw tat it’s important.
I’ll use 2 blog. My other blog is Chai Bin.
Blogspot will be place wer i mention my activities here and friendster blog will be the place for me to express my feeling. Wic is wat do i feel 2day.
Now, i feel tat i quite losing. Losing from everything. Almost everyday tat i do the exact same thing. I mean, it should happen during work, but not study. Everyday woke up damn early, change the clothe, attend classes wic some of them quite boring, go back home have some shower then face my laptop all the time till i sleep. Then, the next day going the same way. Last time i knw i not tat kind of person. Yeah, i admit tat i’ll face my laptop all the time, but most of it is can chat wif my fren. I really do hope to knw wat my fren out there doing. Fine or not, i do k bout them.
I kind of miss my secondary experience. I knw i quite a freak, quite hard talk to gals cuz shy, not quite hang out wif them. I often hang out wif my other fren from other school. But at least, i do k bout all of them. Wen i’m in secondary, i knw wat all my fren there up to. Knw wat they plan to do, knw wat they going to do, almost knw everything. Although some of them i not in, but i quite happy to wat they gonna do. It’s seem tat everything i heard, it make me feel tat i in touch wif all of them.
Not now, after i left (half year of Form 6), i quite hardly heard anything bout them. Mb they 4get who i’m cuz as i aledi say, i seldom hang out wif them. Even wer they all study after Form 6 i hav to knw through friendster or by my other fren. It’s been quite long time they have go to U, but i dunno most my fren wer they go?
At Kuantan, same case here. No much fren, no more ppl wanna talk to me. I hav no idea wat happen to me, dun say i dunno how to socialise… I knw them, they knw me. Juz dunno wat to say. Everyday wen i come back, i on9 and c if there’s somebody who can chat wif me. There is 1 who i always wish to chat wif. After some time, i losing it 2. Now, i really losing anything….
